I can't say for sure how many times before I have said I was going to lose
this weight and how many times before I have given up. The difference between
then and now is this time I'm determinded. I have never in my life wanted to be
healthy as much as I want it right now. I need to be a better example for my
children. I need to be the mom that I always envisioned I would be, instead of
the mom that is always tired and never wants to do anything. I need to do this
for me. I am so ready to feel better, to not hurt all the time. I have had
tests done, I know that the reason I hurt so bad is because of this extra
weight. (Side note: It's finally raining!! YAY)
Ok, back to business. So what is it about a 30th birthday that will make
you reevaluate your life so much? I gave up smoking and other than a few light
cravings have absolutely no desire to have a cigarette. I would rather have a
good workout than have a cigarette. These are just my Week 1 changes and I know
that there are many more to come. I'm trying my best to not get hung up on
scale numbers, because I know they don't mean much in the big scheme of things.
I'm trying to focus more on eating healthy and exercising. And I have to say,
I'm really enjoying this new lifestyle change that has been made....as a family.
:)
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